I hate myself.

I hate myself for not being able to do things not in the last minute manner.

I hate myself for procrastinating so much to the point that I just sit there worrying and taking no actions.

I hate myself for not being disciplined enough to stay focus on priorities.

I hate myself for the pea-sized brain that I have which cannot possibly handle the large capacities of data required to be stored in it for examinations and also assignments.

And I also hate myself for not being able to generate inspiration and ideas rather than waiting for it to come to me.

But one thing's for sure.

I definitely love how I can rant here despite the pile of endless work ahead.

Yes. I love myself. Really.